I’ve got to get out of this job and this commute. I family is suffering, my health is weakening, and my life is ending. I’m slowly changing my attitude on how important it is to get paid this much. The only problem is that with our re-fi, we now pay $950/mo where we were paying $700/mo. On top of a $250/mo car paymet, it adds up. Still, I think I’m going to start looking more aggressively towards a different job closer to home. I just can’t keep doing this to my body. Maybe other people are wired for it. I just don’t think I’m that tough!
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Well thanks to some “friends” of mine, I have now realized that some of those kids I mentioned yesterday that had renewed my faith in the culture of the youth, it turns out that many of them simply wear the old punk items because its fashionable -they don’t even know nor like the music! Well, at least I still have Avril and Sum 41 to help me along…
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My illness still is getting less and less each day but it is also still hanging over me. I’ve been getting throbbing headaches every evening and wind-up taking migrane pills to help. I blew some of the most nasty snot out of my nose this morning while taking a shower. You know it MUST be pretty nasty for ME to think that it’s nasty! The coughing is still there like an announcement of my failing health. I feel for everyone on the train that had to endure the ride with me. At least I got to watch a documentary while riding home (‘gotta love having a laptop). I learned that it was originally thought that malaria was a result of bad air. Even the Latin translation of malaria is Mal-Aria meaning “bad air”.
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By this time next week, I will be heading off to the airport for Hawaii!!!!!!!!