Sep 132004
 

“Everything I’ve Known”

Away, I see it’s going down
Today, Hoping in time,
Will bury all this pain
And will awake something inside

We pushed our buttons far inside
We tear our hearts out
then we fight

Hey, I know, feels like I lost everything
That I’ve known, I cannot survive alone
It feels like I lost everything that I’ve known

Our lives, were good in everyway
Too late, time after time
Our love just turned to hate
but we stayed by each others side

We pushed our buttons far inside
We tear our hearts out
then we fight

Hey, I know, feels like I lost everything
That I’ve known, I cannot survive alone
It feels like I lost everything that I’ve known

I keep holding on, I feel I’m where I belong
Everytime time we fight, it feels so wrong
I feel so enslaved fuck my pride
Then we meet again

We pushed our buttons far inside
We tear our hearts out
then we fight

Hey, I know, feels like I lost everything
That I’ve known, I cannot survive alone
It feels like I lost everything that I’ve known

I’ve been through and counseled marriges just like this one. Such intense emotion here! Seeing love turn to hate is something I see so often when communication breaks down and there is no outside input in the relationship. Sad.

“Did My Time”

Realized I can never win
Sometimes I feel like I have failed
Inside where do I begin
My mind is laughing at me
Tell me why am I to blame
Aren’t we suppose to be the same
That’s why I will never tame
This thing that’s burning in me

I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn’t last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me

Sometimes I can never tell
If I’ve got something after me
That’s why I just beg and plead
For this curse to leave me
Tell me why am I to blame
Aren’t we suppose to be the same
That’s why I will never tame
This thing that’s burning in me

I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn’t last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me

Betrayed
I feel so enslaved
I really Tried…

Another very intesnly emotional tune. I have been working with a friend that so sounds like this. His anger is changing him into a monster. What’s sad is that his family -his wife and children- are on the receiving end of it. I don’t know if hearing these lyrics or this song would do anything for him but maybe he’ll see that there are others out there with his strong emotions…